9repus' Journal

This is my journal,in which I will post art,stories and other stuff.


I'm just upset,and I really need to let out some anger/sadness,so you can ignore this.
Today was a very upsetting day.We had award ceremonies today,but I didn't get any awards which I wanted.First was the math award.I'm the second best math student in the class(I got the second highest grade score in this really big math contest).There are two math awards for each class,but I didn't get it.Next was the citizenship award,which comes with a gift card for a book store.Every day I unstack chairs for everybody,and almost everyday hold the doors for my class whenever I get a chance,plus lots of other tiny good deeds.Now guess who doesn't get the award?Obviously I didn't.Instead a person who is always badmouthing teachers and pretty much everybody else behind their backs gets it.I would talk to my friend who I usually talk to about my problems wasn't at school today,and most of my other friends say,"It's not that bad just move on",but they don't understand.I felt I had earned these awards,but didn't get them,and they don't understand how much I wanted them,because I really as if what feel at I'm doing is pointless sometimes.

Oh repus... -cuddles- Do you wanna full on rant through PM's? Anything? I wish I could help more but that's never happened to me...

Oh thank God.

Well pretty much there was a Tornado warning hear in Mississauga.Well thank god.It was just downgraded from a warning to a watch.Other than that,I got a new laptop I love it so much,and I'm watching a new anime called Code Geass,and I love it.Lelouch you are a genius.I'm also gonna get some new books tomorrow,after I get needles.Oh Joy .